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[Aug. 15th, 2006|11:16 pm]
My books have kept my occupied in these past weeks in which I'm confined to my house and the rafters. I read a book entitled "smashed" and I can relate so closely to many of the things said in it. Yesterday, like most days I waited for the hours to pass until 6:30 so I could escape to IOP. Even though it isn't quite taking my mind the way I crave to leave, at least I escape from my mom's grip for a few solid hours. Afterwards I went to rafters and talked with Kathryn for a while. Her attention span is short and easily directed towards other things so she was dragged away by Candace fairly quickly. I was cold so I sat by Jordan. His insecurity forms an aura around him and I'm almost sure anyone with half a brain can recognize it from a mile away. His hand resting on my shoulder was shaking unendlessly and I almost let myself feel sorry for him. Lately I hurt. I can't escape it as easily as I used to. Today I went to Magic Mountain and people watched for a little while. The rest of the time I slept and read my book. Then I got some clothes and went to rafters. I saw Scott, Catlin, Sarah, Can, Ian, and Jordan. I'm happy in a sense. I don't know what's going on in my mind. I think I might start writing a book. is that lame?